So here I am writing a more personal post. I do a lot of posts revolving around product reviews and giveaways but also try to when I can, post just because….
Is it worth it.. or is it not???…
No, I’m not talking about is it worth writing just because or not, I’m talking about a deeper issue.
I’m one that can hold a grudge and hold it very well. I’m talking years! If you do me wrong by saying or doing something to hurt me or my family I will never forget it.
Is it worth holding a grudge or is it not??
It’s really sad these days when family is well, just not family material. I know I’m not the only one that feels this way. I hear it all the time where family is perceived the enemy.
Up until a few days ago I hadn’t talked or seen one of my family members in a long time! I swore that I would NEVER talk to them ever again! As holidays and birthdays went by, yeah I thought about them even more but just couldn’t, wouldn’t pick up that phone.
Over two years it was like that until I found out from my brother that my grandfather and one of my Aunts had passed away all in the matter of a week. It had happened 2 months prior and I never even knew… Then it got me thinking.. How am I going to feel if something happens to the person I vowed to never speak to again. Would I be able to forgive myself at that point? It would all be too late then..
Recently out of the blue I decided to dial the number that hadn’t been dialed in ages but still remembered in a heartbeat what it was and waited for the “Hello” on the other line…
What do you think? Do you think it’s worth it or not? Have you ever held a grudge? Are you still holding that grudge?